OH HI YAY
UR ON!!!
dude, wait
go look on Lauren's page
IDK, I don't know Lauren that well
and ok
like, she said "the last day of school came sooner than I thought
"
so...
I'm scurred.
I think she mean cuz friday, and now it's the weekend.
maybe...
WELL! She had a good day, I guess mine wasn't too bad either
yay for good days!
anyhow
hello?
I here
I typed a thing and it went away
serious conversations?
sad face
anyways
serious conversations?
oops
I guess it came back
oh okay
you start
um...
let's see...
like what did we stop at
?
we were saying people treated us with sympathy that wasn't real or something
oh yah
but
I want to talk about boys our age, but not boys like Brent
like normal douchey boys
Okay I think it's annoying that they think I'm gonna believe the butload of crap sympathy they hand out
and okay
i agree with u
and now...
go ahead, gush
they're just *so loud!*
and let me ask you
have you noticed
that
people, not just boys
IKR, is it like something in their brains that makes them soo loud?
make themselves seem wonderful
by
yelling out stuff
that
is kinda weird?
hold on
let me
think of an example
...k cuz that makes no sense to me
like, let's say someone says "I've never been to Wal-Mart" or something retarded like that.
and everyone's all "
and I can't say anything except "Um...I have"
That's impossible
no, my friend Schuyler hasn't
she's a girl
how do you pronounce that?
Skyler
like SKY-LER?
yeah
so anyhow
just stuff like that
Yeah, I guess so
though how that would make someone better, idk, just more annoying
that people consider really dumb sh*t people say like "Whoa big brain fart
it's not
like teenager humor
is SO DRAMATIC
it's like they make a big tryna-be-funny deal out of it
and guess what!!!
don't guess
in Yearbook
Garret
WAS THE BIGGEST DOUCHEBAG EVER!
GODDAMMIT HE'S A DOUCHEBAG!
I'm not snotty
you know what that face means
I don't know Garret... but you already knew that and SNOT ROCKET!
¬_¬
anyhow
oh ew!
..... yessss?
ewewewew
what?
the lyrics you posted
what?
that song is on my keyboard
I want to call you and start singing it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AeZr3U_vbng this came on on the radio on the way home and it got me to thinking
Don't tell, me, it's not-worth-fight-ing for-or-or
THAT'S what I want!!!!!!!!
You know what I mean?
elaborate, pless
Like someone who REALLY cares, not some faker like all the boys at school!
aw...yeah, I know what you mean
I like that word
"faker"
BRB, you keep writing while I go pee
Like I don't want someone who's just with me for the heck of it, I want someone who actually care and likes me for me, and not for idk like just so they can say they're dating someone... which really *I* think is why other people are together.
you're smart.
I bet there are some boys like that at our school...
maybe three
And WHO?
um...
um...
yeah exactly, um... NONE cuz they're all IDIOTS!!
oh, well what about Brent?
he isn't a douche
yeah.... no
but he is annoying
very
not even sorta kinda
hey, are you going to the morning or afternoon meeting on monday?
morning
Ok, back to our serious conversation
well, I understand your standards.
I think I have standards that are about the same as yours
How are they different?
I just see the good in the boys you think are douches, even if the good really isn't there at all
because...oh wait
no, my first kiss is out of the way.
so I don't know why I see fake good.
because I'm Zoe
You know what fake sympathy reminds me of?
no, what?
A lyric from Barley Breathing by Duncan Sheik (which also came on on the radio) that goes like ♪ DonI'm kidding, Imagining you care ♪
oops don't know who i'm not DonI'm
ooh
u know? and who do THEY think they're kidding either? Both of us know they don't really care
you know, at the LGI thing today
I imagined how much more I might like school if I were a cheerleader or something.
and I would get teenagers
and stuff
and there wouldn't be any more paranoia.
in that world, I don't have PPD
What's paranoia? and what's PPD?
I wouldn't be as paranoid
oh
got it
Paranoid Personality Disorder
have you ever met someone who makes your heart flip flop?
not necessarily a boy
but just someone who flips your heart like a burger patty
But I don't think that's true, because really all the popular ones are the ones who are most afraid and they pile on a fake face every morning and then if it gets messed up they get worried and gotta fix it cuz they can't just except that that's what they look like
And yes, but no not my 'heart' but more my stomach
who, then? I'll say mine if you say yours
but mine is kind of easy to guess
*rolls eyes*
and I would need a whole list
I mean rolls eyes like in a knowing/friendly way
oh, okay
anyways
what do you mean by a list?
a lot of people flip your patty tummy?
yeah
that's what I meant
is in a good way
like in a nervous way, like um.. sweaty palms and trying to avoid eye contact
oh, I gotcha
have you ever been happy just to *see* someone, like just see them in the hallway?
not even say "hi"
Yeah, all this week i was just happy to see Zach in the hallway
O.O
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
You already knew that one!
no!
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I'm saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
whty?
oops why?
what if Lauren is moving?
She's not
Zoe?
but SAD FACE SAD FACE
Have you noticed something?
We have a very similar taste.
...
in socks?
no
yes
idk
it depends on how you mean by socks
oooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I getcha, I think
no
I don't think so
...
In um
...
peole
oops
people
you know
those
people
are you writing a novel or anything lately?
you know what that sentence is supposed to sound like.
are you writing about princesses?
????????
what?
idk that was random, why?
I like to know
any songs?
Zoe.... why are you being random and changing the subject a lot?
I am not!
and...
what's that?
what's what?
see u did it again
what's the "Conroe can SUCK MY NUTS!" ~ Lauren
zoe-eeeeee-eee-eee-e
she is moving!!!
Domino's Pizza
Zoe!! I thought you said a serious conversation
I'm just bummed out, is all.
now, I will be serious.
but haven't you noticed that?
so, we both like Hanes socks
I sorta noticed
rolls eyes AGAIN
but I don't like Zach, especially since I don't have any classes with him
so neither do i
but apparently at one point you liked Brent?
...
maybe
I bet every girl likes him
in the sense that he's goofy
but I can imagine him going like "IS THIS REAL HAIR?!
didn't you say that he said that?
yes he did
...can *totally* imagine that
anyhow
he squirted water in my face
and gave me a hug
and hit me on the head
and all in one day
note to self: wear skirt OFTEN!
wow, what did you do to get all that attention, that's more than i recieve from anyone in a whole week
I talked
I really don't know.
well too bad soo sad, looks like attention will never be aimed towards we, talking is not my strong point
oops me
but I don't know him too well, like this is the first year I'm in a class with him, so I don't feel right having a crush on him
so you think i know Zach? Oh by the way is it wrong to have more than one crush at once?
no.
...
nope, won't say another word
hello?
I'm...I'm sorry.
yes...
whatever
yes i have more than one
I'm sorry we're being all gushy
it's okay... it kinda feels good to just let it out, you know?
